Holy shit...i haven't writen in forever! haha well i was grounded for almost a month a half and now i have everthing back and it's all good.  I don't a lot of time to write. The barn and the new house is working out really well.  Charlie and Seana, our first bordersm, have been here for almost 3 months now and we just got our new arena.  The house is done now...thank god and nothing too exciting has happened...beside Todd and I finally going out...aaahhhh I love him so much!  I'm leaving to go to Florida on the 19th and I'm gona miss everyone so much!  I'm gona go ride now.

LOve....ReL

Hey! AAHHH!!!! been bored all day...no surprise...haha I was over my dad's...wrote something new when I was bored::
I'll never sleep here again, I wish you never told me, I wish I never knew.  I wake up screaming and it's all because of you. You broke me from what truely matters.  Tore out the screaming soul that was once a part of me, and tortured it with all the hate in you.  Crying the blood red tears all over your perfect pride. Leave me here dismantled and unwanted.  These voices in my head sound so real and it's all because of you.  Used up and jaded, you made it, you played it, your shit is overrated.  I wish you never told me, I wish I never knew.  These voices in my head are as real as your blood on the wall and it's all because of you.
hehe well now that you know how I feel....LaTeR.
ReL

Starting off new...again lol wicked bored right now just waiting for Fuzzy to get here....my mom is late.  This week was pretty boring but hey what week isn't....Well I'm gona go wait for Fuzzy.

Later...ReL